Charmaine

When I was a teenager I used to have these fantasies about going on holiday with my lover to some quaint seaside cottage in the country.

Our holiday would be far enough to make everyone but my lover disappear. It would be long enough to forget that we once had lives of any significance apart from each other. Once there, we would take our time flaunting the sight of our naked youth in the afternoon sun.

In those languid hours we would make sweet, tender love. There would be hard fucking in store: but not yet - not while I could watch the sun play out his colors on my lover's breasts as we undulate in ancient rhythm.

Of late, those visions have invaded my subconscious but this time the woman has a face - yours.

I dream of your ample breasts dancing inches from my face as we lie in adulterous congress. I remember the look on your face, at once rapacious and lusty, your hair wild and on fire. We are making up for lost time and hurrying before the real world returnes to destroy the fantasy.

I miss you.

Later, after I empty myself in you we collapse together. We lie with eyes on each other, panting.

"Hello stranger." Wit has left me because of you.

"Hello yourself," you say, and you kiss me.

"You had fun." My grin is wide.

"You're asking me?!?"

"That's not a question." I kiss you back and pull you into my arms.

Max, Oh!

I've been watching softcore pornography for about a month now, whenever it is available in our CableTV. Don't get me wrong, I hate porn movies. Not all of it though.. Some porns turn me on naman kahet papano like the Japanese hentai and what Warped classified as reality porn, I'm more of an erotica person kase eh.. Anyhoo, I just watch these movies to observe.. Yep, I wasn't turned on by this kind either.. Though 'tis somewhat similar to erotica, there really are a lot of differences sa factors or keys ng movie. Masasabe ko ngang softporn is the midline between erotica and hardcore porn..

Unahin natin i-describe ang hardporn according to my point of view. Hardporns usually doesn't have a plot. Dere-derecho na agad sa tirahan ang mga actors and the foreplays are gross and the whole act is harsh, for my taste, huh..

Softporn naman, there's a plot, but not that kind of heavy plotting you can see in the films made formovie theatres. Kinda biased 'coz the actress is the only one you can see in her birthsuit properly. Suwerte mo na pag makita mo butt cheeks ng actor, 'coz mostly, they will be covered by the actress. Ang nagse-separate kase between softporn and hardporn are the actual penetration and the erect penis of the actor.. Meh foreplays din naman ang softporn, but as far as I saw, either done in haste or 'yung halatang umaarte lang talaga.. In a normal sex scene, a woman can't be wriggling when she's just being touched, noh!!

Erotica tends to define material with a higher emotional content, the development of place, character and story line, or of an overall artistic theme. It only portrays suggestive movements, it has nudity but without the exposure of the human naked body to the camera's lens..

Higher emotional content. That's what turns me on. I once heard or read somewhere that, "in sex, women are more into intimacy while men are more into orgasm"..

Intimacy.. Nope not the movie.. Sexual intimacy.. Knowing one's body along with its heart, soul, and mind..